WEAKNESS

Well I told you all that I was going to be raw and real with you and tell you when I have weak moments. Well yesterday was one of those days. So here is some motivation for you all out there following my blog. Know that I am not perfect and I have weaknesses too

So It was a tough day yesterday, nothing seemed to be going. I got to my last class of the day and was feeling very hungry, so I decided to go to the vending machine to see if there was anything that I could have to wasn’t too bad. Well the snickers bar was starring me in the face. I put my money in and it said make another choice when I pushed the buttons, so I tried again, same thing. I pushed the button to get my money back seeing that it was a signJ. So then I get down to class and a girl brings doughnuts. I was determined not to eat one. Then we had a quiz, I did SO BAD on it so then I was feeling depressed but I was determined not to have one. I literally spent almost the entire class starring at them. When class was over I got up walked right past them and went to my car. I was feeling so proud of myself saying I knew I could do it!!!

Then I got home…dun dun dun! My hubbie wasn’t there and I was feeling tired and crappy, so what do I do? I go to the fridge and can’t find anything that I want that is healthy. But I find something I want that isn’t healthy… pizza! What was I thinking?

I had all that self-control at school and then it is all shot to crap when I get home! And then to make it worse I go for the cookie! The pink frosted cookie!

GRRRR!

I was so mad after it was all said and done. So there you go now you see that I am human. I am not letting this get me back off track though I am determined to get back on the horse today, and so far so good!